Shift

I see now that I have been running the same program, over and over and over again. And I have done everything in my power to push everything else away. I am no longer running my program of the men in my life not supporting me. I erase and eradicate all programs,...

I see now

I see now how wrong I was. To trust you, to keep waiting for you. I see that your intentions have never been to love me or take care of me. I see now that I must let you go, because otherwise I will never move forward. I see. I am alone.

And so it is…

You create in me the feeling of being home, though more than that, it’s so familiar and comforting. It’s the feeling of being seen. Truly seen, Have I really been in the dark these forty years of my life without you? Or have I simply been preparing myself...