Do you ever wonder.

by | Feb 20, 2015 | Gallery

Having major second and third thoughts today.. Everything is just like it was, it seems like we can never break away from this.. The waiting, the ‘initiation period’. It’s almost ridiculous. How many men have I turned away for you. And for what...

Wanted…

by | Aug 20, 2014 | A Dream

One Soul Mate   To share our existence, together. Accepts me as I am. Worships my body, my heart, my mind and my soul. Respects me for my weaknesses, and gently inspires me as we reach for greatness and wholeness together. Loves me unconditionally and intuitively...

Creation.

by | Jun 14, 2014 | MUSINGS

I am yearning for far away cities and the scent of foreign spices and flowers carried on the breeze from the coast. This is my idea of paradise. A glass of wine. Brightly colored houses. Beautiful teal ocean meeting the sky. It creates a longing in me, almost a...

A delicate gift

by | Jun 7, 2014 | MUSINGS

Today I stood on the step of my porch and watched in awe as the giant cottonwood tree behind my house released thousands upon thousands of cotton seed. Snowing down mounds and mounds of cotton. It swirled and whirled and as I looked up into the sky. I felt a little...

Awake My Soul..

by | Jun 5, 2014 | MUSINGS

This has been a long time coming.. Silly me. I deserve to write. However, over the years, I’ve found reasons and excuses and I’ve let them hold me back. My voice has always been strong and it deserves to be free. Holding it in silence and stuffing it down...

Point A. To Point B.

by | Sep 19, 2009 | This Is The Past

Where do I go from here? I feel like I am walking down a very thin line and it’s imperative to just get through this without stopping; without thinking too much, without feeling too much.  From point A. to point B. Just do it. Honestly, I am not sure I can. I...

Stay Alive..

by | Sep 18, 2009 | This Is The Past

If I am lost for a day; try to find me But if I don’t come back, Then I won’t look behind me All of the things that I thought were so easy Just got harder and harder each day December is darkest and June is the light But this empty bedroom Won’t make...

Doubt+Fear=?

by | Sep 17, 2009 | This Is The Past

So those of you that know me, and read my blog for updates that A. I am either too chicken shit to tell you myself (or) B. Don’t really matter in the grand scheme of things. Then you know what I am going through right now. (And if you don’t know me, then...

Oh Shit.

by | Sep 15, 2009 | This Is The Past

So yesterday was quite literally a day that I never saw coming. God, how could I? I took my blog silent, wasn’t going to let anyone in so that I could rant and rave in privacy. However, I didn’t really do any ranting, certainly no raving. And today, I have...