Having major second and third thoughts today.. Everything is just like it was, it seems like we can never break away from this.. The waiting, the ‘initiation period’. It’s almost ridiculous. How many men have I turned away for you. And for what purpose.
There are no accidents. Right? Or am I just that good at sabotaging myself. Awesome.
If the Universe always says yes. Then I’m asking for you to be the man of my dreams. Follow through on all those promises, actually do it. I see you trying. But ‘trying’ doesn’t bring home the bacon. I want excitement and romance and passion in my relationship now. I deserve this. I know you love me, and I love you too; There were moments of terror and absolute heart break when I thought you and I were over. WHY. Because I love you too. And I want us to be everything we dream of.
Security. The feeling like I am the only one for you. Excitement, romance, stimulating conversation, respect. I am grateful for this journey of mine. I know I am on my intended path. I deserve all my dreams to come true.. Every last one of them.
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