Here I am again.

Searching.

Feeling that lost feeling. Like something has gone missing. A piece of myself, that perhaps I have never had.

It leaves me wondering, wandering.. Labeling myself.

Searching the farthest corners of my heart. And it is you that I long for. I don’t even know who you are. Maybe you do not exist and all this time I have been waiting for a ghost.

Give it light.

Then more light.

You are worthy of love.

I am worthy. I can be seen. Fully and truly for who I am. Without fear of judgement. I am beautiful. Right now. The way I am. I do not be anything that I am not already. I am whole and complete on my own.

But I do long for you my friend. My soul’s companion. Whoever you are. Please come now. I am ready for you.