What is it about this man that has me spinning.
His kind smile, his eyes lighting up his entire face.
The deviant twinkle I can see at times; inspiring me to probe for more.
His open, loving energy, brimming with sexuality and passion;
He feels like a wonderland to me. I have been thirsty for this.

An instant spark. Connection, the warm familiarness when he touches my hand.
Already able to share, anything. Completely: wanting more.

A feeling of reconnecting after many years of being apart. Yes, we’ve been friends before. I remember you. Hello dear friend. I’m so happy to see you. Tell me about your journey, your triumphs, your trials, let’s walk together for a while.

And then, the fear. Of being too vulnerable, too quickly…It starts to course through me, I have to take a step, a breath, regain my balance. I can get so lost in my thoughts of you… My mind tries to take over but my heart whispers, “Trust. Allow. Flow with it.”  There are lessons here, there is life here, and a deep knowing of things greater than just me.