For some reason today I have been overcome with restless energy.. Not so much nervous energy, just restless. The day is moving too slowly, I am trying to fight off boredom, I can’t keep myself focused on any one project, I feel the need to FLEE; somewhere, anywhere :) I find that today I am happiest driving and cranking up the tunes.. I’ve burned through quite a bit of gasoline, and I have been finding reason after reason to just GET OUT. What’s up with that?
However, today of all days my girl tribe has not been supporting my need to BREATHE FRESHER AIR. They want to hang out here at home, be loungy and lazy, and ironically they are each finding their own things to do.. Quietly, happily, PEACEFULLY, Come on girl tribe. SYNC up :) Lets go out and PLAY.
If I could only focus today, I might be able to accomplish something GREAT. Create something amazing.. Days like today I need to break out the ACTUAL paint, get messy.. be spontaneous. But dammit, all that crap is still packed somewhere in the dark corners of my basement, and my restless energy doesn’t want to go searching for it..
So I sit here, dabbling in a half dozen projects at once.. Waiting for that spark to bring it’s smack down.. Trying to clear my mind; to free my spirit. But it seems that my calming, driving force is nowhere to be found.
Hmm. I think there is a new episode of Weeds waiting for me on the TIVO downstairs..
Yep, Pass the popcorn. URRRUMPH.
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