Spirit confided in me today, an answer to a prayer my heart must have been asking; about my soulmate. I have been feeling so lonely. Like I have waited an entire lifetime for this connection.  I’m 40, (that’s at least half a lifetime!)  I’ve certainly been through enough drama to fill up multiple life times. And I know that whoever he is we, we are meant to do some truly amazing and wonderful things together for humanity.

But I am still in the process of ending a 6 yr relationship that has been very challenging for me. This challenge has brought me much personal growth, and a beautiful son, so I while it has left me completely drained. (He is a bewildering mix of masochist and oral) I am still very thankful for it. But I have grown impatient. So impatient. My heart wants to fly free.

I have wanted to join every dating site I can think of. Trying to increase my odds of finding him. But spirit has told me not to. To be patient :) That he would find me. I wanted to ask spirit if it means I am meant to marry the UPS guy because that is literally my extent of male interaction these days. LOL. Working from home can have SOME disadvantages. But I am being patient. or trying to.