Some days I feel like I am riding the BIZARRO WORLD EXPRESS. Which in layman’s terms could be dubbed the ‘roller coaster of life’. (yep, I’m deep like that.)

Yesterday morning I found out I am probably losing my job. Yeah. Downer. Then yesterday afternoon, I spent with Chris and my girls at Lagoon. UPPER :) Today I have let yesterday’s information COMPLETELY SINK IN.

DOWNER.

And I have spent my day being completely overcome with emotion. Thoughts that keep running through my head.. How much I love my kids, How much I love where I have come from and what I have accomplished, How much I’d hate to have to move, how much I wish I was doing yoga right now, how much I love Chris, how much I shouldn’t be eating this hot dog, how much sometimes life isn’t fair, how things always happen for a reason, how strong I can be when backed into a corner.  (upper, upper, downer, downer, upper, downer, downer, upper – ) UG. Stop this ride, I want to get off.

Why is it when things look that they just might be giving me a story book ending, the pages get torn out and I end up in a different story?? One with a wicked witch and crazy ass munchkins running all around. WTF?