I step out of the shower. Freshly shaved, soft and smooth and dripping wet. I reach for my towel, my body oil and head for my bed with you on my mind. You are always on my mind. I lay down on the bed and let the pillows and blankets envelope me. Rubbing oil on my skin, over my breasts, twisting and turning my nipples until they are hard. I want you.

More oil, rubbing it over my legs, up my thighs, my ass, imagining your hands. I whisper your name, like it has the power to summon you to me. I can’t wait. Growing more impatient by the day.  I turn over on my bed and reach for my phone, thinking about texting you. Instead I go to your video and push play. God. Watching you cum, it does something to me. I imagine catching some of you in my mouth, licking your dripping cum off your wet dick. Now I really want you. And I can’t help myself.

I reach for my two favorite toys. My vibrator, and my glass dildo. I slide my fingers into my pussy, slowly at first, teasing my clit. I am dripping wet. I push play again. Watch you cum, imagine you here, next to me. Your dick hard and wet, sliding into my pussy from behind. I close my eyes, Whisper your name again, and then the soft hum of my vibrator. God that feels so good. One hand on my tits, twisting and pulling my nipples, One hand with my vibrator teasing my clit. If only you were inside me.  I grab the dildo, slide it inside my pussy, its hard and cold, it doesn’t feel as good as you do, sliding in and out, but it still gets the job done.  In and out, I’m thinking of you, I can feel the passion welling up, I’m going to explode; My hips are rocking back and forth and i’m stifling a scream, God. I need you. My pussy starts to vibrate on its own, I cum deep and hard.  Thank god, I can finally breath again … A deep sigh of relief… I pick up my phone to text you. But then I find myself tempting again. I push play on the video one more time. hmmm.. Round 2.